meh saye ajar awk pkai shawl face2face :)

assalamualaikum :)

sy kini di kuantan. ehmm. sgt nikmat ok.
lagi2 skang ni musim 'winter'.
macam skang, sy ta perlu pasang kipas pun.
n sedang berselimuuut.
suke :)

btw, kepada kalian yg suke
tgk sy belit2 shawl smpai terjerut leher itu,
*tssk. sedihnye rase.
korang boleh jumpe sy live oh!
n sy akan ajar awak2 sume 10 cara pakai tudung
yang ringkas n mudah.
teruja tak?
teruja tak?
pls ckp yeeee, sbb i'm so excited to meet ya!
hehe :)

persoalannya kini.
when.
who.
why.
which.
whose.
wawawa. *ini tidak termasuk. harap maaf. segala kesulitan amat dikesali.

event ini adalah kerjasama dari sarahata.

segala maklumat boleh klik di bawah.

http://www.facebook.com/event.php?eid=185872908092043

jom. jom. join skali ye. it would be fun! :)

two months and a day + vLog againnn

assalamualaikum :)

disini sy ingin promote two months n a day.
hasil nukilan adi wafi.
pada yang mahu lebih lanjut,
sile klik name adi wafi dlm link belah kanan.

tak beli tak rugi.
tapi kalian terlepas luahan sang pria yg benar2 cinta akan
pasangannya.
dan bagaimana hati itu diremukkan.

p/s- beli hokey!

dan ini pule video sengal.
kononnye nak gtau produk ape yg sy gune.
aaa. kalau ade mase bolehlah tengok.
sy lihat seperti sgt gedik.
hmm. sekali tgk cam geli jugak la.
tak faham kenape nampak sebegitu gedik.
padahal cakap sorang2 depan laptop je pun.
sob.sob.
ape2 pun, dah upload.
ehehe.

till then, daa!

where could u find me?

assalamualaikum :)

ola! awak2 sume da makan? as for me,
i ate A LOT today.
nafsu makan sy neh ta tentu.
mcm perasaan sy neh la.
kalau tak lapar, sy mmg takkan makan.
end up, satu hari just amek roti sekeping.
tuh pun habis paksa diri kalau tak
nanti badan kurus tak boleh
nak bwk buku pegi kelas.
tak pun mase naik bas dari padang kawad
ke fakulti boleh melayang2 badan sebab
pakcik bas bwk bas ala2 roller coaster.
makanya, berat badan yg ideal itu penting.
sob.sob.

tp kalau dah ade nafsu makan.. haih.
smpai org laki pun boleh geleng kepale.
huaaaaaa. huduhnye perangaaaai.
bakpe hau jd prangai gtuh lalu.
n macam pg td. kebetulan kelas fiqh muamalat habis awal.
so sementara tunggu kelas en. syed ashrene,
kami makaaan duluu.
ape sy makan?
nasi lemak sebungkus. licin.
karipap. 3 biji. licin.
waffle peanut butter n choc. sebungkus. licin.
n tadi my classmate ayin bg oreo tart.
ngehehe. macam tahuu je kan sy penggemar mkanan2 cemtuh.
ok, yg tu juge licin.
hmm.
itu baru breakfast.
my classmate, amar, tgk sy mkn pun sampai cam,
"haah? u makan lagi??"
*mata cube dibulatkan dan mulut ternganga ala2 terkejut.
sy hanye tersengih dan sambung makan tart dengan penuh nikmat.
sob.sob.

ok lah. sebenarnye nak list kat sini snarai tempat2 makan
yang sy slalu makan/hangout/lepak2
di shah alam ni. kire mcm tempat lazim sy lah.
dlm seminggu adelah dlm 3-4 kali kot?
atau lebih.
huhu.

1. Pakli. seksyen7.
ok neh mmg tempat student la kan. kalau student uitm tak tahu pakli,
rasenye macam tak percaye pulak.
sy slalu lunch kat sini.
servis ok. makanan sedap :)
selalunya sy order : nasi lemak biasa + telur mata/
mee goreng mamak/ air dari dulu sampai skang
tak tukar2- mango juice.

2. Barra. pusat komersial seksyen 7.
tempat ni sangat2 pack. makanan sedap,
servis pun cepat.
tp kadang2 berkira2 nak pegi sebab terlalu ramai org.
n biasalah, yg ramainye lelaki.
tp bile dah mengidam sgt2 ayam goreng barra dea, mmg
kuhadapi semua ituu.
hehe.
selalunya sy order : nasi goreng cili padi/ nasi goreng ikan masin/
garlic cheese nan/ semuaaaa nan/milo ais.

3. Wak dol. pusat komersial seksyen 7.
makanan sini sedap.
tapi dinasihatkan makan kat sini kalau korang ade mase free je.
kalau tgh rushing, lupekan saje lah.
servis lambat.
kalau tgh stress pun , mmg akan membangkitkan kemarahan jugak la.
tp ape2 pun, akak kat sini suke senyum.
so, kite pun akan turut tersenyum juge.
ehe.
sy selalunya order : chicken chop/ nasi gireng cili padi/ kuew tiaw/
nasi ayam/ ais kosong/ fresh oren

4 . Amin thai. seksyen 7. sebaris ngn pakli.
kalau kat sini, makanan thai la kan. ape lagiii.
eheh. kat sini sedap kalau makan nasi campur la.
puas hati :)
sy selalunya order : nasi putih / tomyam/ kailan ikan masin/
daging masak merah/ fresh oren/ teh o ais.

5. Wong solo. seksyen 7, belakang jackel.
aumm. makan sini bile rasa jauh sgt nak pegi pyramid ntuk
mkn ayam penyet.
tp seriously, ayam penyet sini terbaik!
kalah la kat mane2.
kalau korang mmg penggemnar pedas yang extreme mcm sy neh.
boleh la g wong solo.
sy slalu dtg sini dgn incik jantung hati sbb kami berdue mmg
suke mkanan indo neh.
lebih2 lagi pedas kann.
mase awal2 makan, masing2 bajet hebat, makan
siap boleh tgk2 sekeliling.
tgh2 makan2, dah mule muke merah, hidung ngn mata berair.
tp masih bajet cool sbb tak sentuh air pun.
dah akhir2, tak pndang sekeliling. sbb mata dah menangis macam ape.
uh. sungguh tidak cool.
tp ape yg pasti. sgt sedap.
ape yg sy slalu order : nasi putih/ ayam penyet xtra sambel/ tempe goreng/
udang masak petai/ soda gembira.

6. Ummi masakan kampung, pusat komersial.
biasanya akan beli lauk n mkn kat rumah.
murah. sedap. mcm kat rumah.
tp biasalah, tempat murah dan sedap,
org mmg ramai tak hengat.
tp serius, sedaaap :)

ok lah itu saje!

wif kak anizon lepas shoot ntuk dara.com.
kak suzie MUA tegur sy dah ade eyebag yg tak boleh
cover. n muke sy kelihatan sgt letih. n katanya
sy makin susut.
*tp sy rase sy makin gemuk. cemane tuh? :|
entah lah, sy sendiri rasa letih. tp tak tahu kenapa.
uh. harap2 shoot dgn tv9 hari khamis ni ok.
mm. till then korang..
nite2!
:)

involved.

assalamualaikum :)

last wednesday i've been to MSU for a fashion show.
guess what, i'm one of the model!
haha. ok gelak lah. ai bg can yu gelak guling2.
tssk.
walaupun sy rendah, sy sgt teruja kerana masih ada yg sudi memandang
org2 senasib seperti sy. ;p
kalian pernah dengar old blossom box?
sile google sekarang kalau tak tahu!
isk. ape nih.
kedai tuh punye lah sweet. tuweet. muweet.
so mlm itu kami peraga baju dr old blossom box!
thanks to the owner, jezmine :)

makeup by - umzarul makeup.
utk student uitm shah alam, ade
student price!
untung betul jd student uitm neh.
tehee.
makeup ni bukan ntuk shoot, so tak tebal.
n ala2 nude macam tu.
yg nampak effect tu sbb eyelashes la kan. :p
aha.
btw, kak um nye makeup mmg sgt2 la best.
kalau ade event, korang cepat2 cari kak um okayyy.
lawa sgt2 makeup nye :)

*dah. i know. i'm the smallest. but, like i care ;p

i'm very happy coz at last, i can meet some of the famous
blogger such as maria elena whuch turns out to be veryyyyy
fun to be withh. n fashionista yanny yg tersangat3 soft spoken,
ayu, n buat sy mahu curi2 pandang dea 20-30 kali. hehe.
n sis lyna kamal as the organizer. i like her.
i can see she's goin to be someone someday :)

excited nak tahu sape yg menang Mr. n Miss MSU.
blakang stage pun boleyyy.

rina salleh :) agak2 kalau sy masuk gadis melayu next year,
korang vote tak? hehe!

all of us!

kemudian, sesi camwhore bersame housemates n mydear bestie, ninie.
haha. ;p

hari ini birthday hanna :)
so to you my dear.. happy 23rd birthday!
embrace life as it is.
life is too short, make it better each day okay?
love u, housie!
mlm kang kite party ye.
wink.

till then,
gudnite peeps!

sometimes, life would be better in black and white.

assalamualaikum.

lately, i've got some offers which is,
absolutely would give me happiness.
it's not photoshoot if that's what u're thinking.
i promise to myself that i'll do my best on it.
but that someone.
just open my eyes.

i'm not doing it anymore.
but.

i would love to share it. to tell you stories.
to ask u guys for opinion.

but my lips are sealed.

sorry guys.
mungkin nanti.
tp bukan sekarang :)

modern vintage :)

assalamualaikum ;)

rakan2. inilah hasil shoot ahad lepas.
photographer : afal shooter.
MUA : tya adnan.

i really love their artwork.
great combination of photographer n MUA.
pendapat korang pule?
:)

n td pergi ke msu jap.
esk ade event n sepatutnya mlm td ada rehearsal.
tp sampai2, suda selesai.
uh. hari ini sgt rushing. idky shah alam sgt3 jam skarang.
masa tgk2 my fren, hida hassan ntuk catwalk dea esk,
my housie camwhoreeee.

*kite tgh sebuk kat belakang, mereka sebuk camwhore.ini tidak adil!

*last2 join gak. tp pic horror betul. sob.sob.


ok lah korang, nak tdo dulu.
gudnite!

tutorial tudunggg.

assalamualaikum ;)

baru balik dari shoot dekat2 area masjid negara,
photog nye afal shooter, n MUA by tya adnan.
i hope they're happy wif the outcome.
tak sabar na tgk pics.
heee.

lepas shoot tuh jln2 di curve jap.
rase sgt selesa pkai boyfriends' t-shirt n shawl ala2 messy gtuh kan.
betul2 rasa sunday breeze. :)

*mane satu pilihan korang? ececeh gedik. ;p


ok ni tutorial pkai shawl mcm sy pkai ptg td.
simple saja.
nak g bli gula kat kedai blakang rumah pun bole.
as usual lah, takyah pin or jarum.
wink.
btw maaf sbb gaye sy sgt mcm kasar. bkn buruh kasar okayy.
akibat pkai boyfriends' thirt, tahap maskulin terasa tinggiiii.
haha. ok tipu.
dah2. tengok vid ni.
:)

p/s- bab mata tuh, bukan sy makeup ye. baru balik shooting. jd MUA yg makeupkan. aha. n about the shawl, sy jual shawl itu. siapa yg berminat blh tunggu bile sales nye. :)

till then,
daa!

gadis material.

assalamualaikum :)

dah lama ta menulis. been very busy with classes.
biasalah, awal2 masuk sem mmg huru-hara sikit.
grr.
tp tak mengapalah, akan cuba utk rajin2 kan diri
mengupdate kan belog budak kecik ini.
:)

kepada sesiapa yg masih belum tahu,
iya. sy ade on9 shop sy sendiri.
tp buat masa sekarang,
sedang renovation.
will have my own branding lepas ni.
hoyehhh, seronokk!
jadi sape2 lepas ni beli baju ngn sy,
akan ade brand tag dibelakang baju itu.
seronok kannn. kann.
sile bangge dan tunjuk kat kawan,
"akuh ade brand ni, kau ade? takde?
eh tak cool lahh. kau kene beli!"
itu ayat promote yg kasi anon yg hate sy,
akan hantar email, sms, formspring,
mengata sy bukan2.
grr.
ade sy kesah?
tak pun!
hehe.
life must go on, n i have much more to achieve
rather than spending my time thinking
how loser you are.
:)

dah2.
itu baru rangka awal.
jadi, bersiap sedialah semua ok!
sy rasa macam sesak nafas je skang sebb byk benda nak kena buat.
but at the same time.
it's what i want.
so, be cool lah.
sibuk2 pun, happy je.
kate abah, buat apa yg kita minat.
n we will not feel stress, or feel like
we have to sacrifice things.
buat apa yang kita suka,
mmg takkan berkira lah kan?
so, i'll go for it.
lagipun, dah 22 thn ni.
i should do something.
from now on.

materialistic.

itu sebenarnya entry yang sy mahu coretkan disini.
materialistik.
perlu ke perempuan jadi materialistik?

bg sy, iye. perlu.
perempuan perlu jadi sekurang-kurangnya, sedikit materialistik.
tanamkan dalam diri anda sebagai satu sifat yang dapat
memotivasikan diri sendiri.
kenapa perlu ada sifat mcm ni?
teruknye fatin ajar sifat2 duniawi ni.
grr.

reasons :

1. bila kita mempunyai sifat mcm ni. kita akan jd sedikit paranoid utk susah.
kita akan cuba sedaya upaya utk meningkatkan taraf diri kita.
sekurang-kurangnya, lebih sedikit dari ibu bapa kita.
dan bagi yg berpelajaran dan baik akhlaknya,
disinilah kita akan rasa pentingnya education.
boleh saja nak senang, buat perkara2 yg haram disisi agama.
tp bila kita punya akal. dan punya agama,
kita akan sedar-
pendidikan boleh mengubah segalanya.
maka, seriuslah dalam belajar.
belajar pun kalau ikhlas dpt pahala tahu.
jadi, mmg menguntungkan disini.
u further your study, u'll get :
-more knowledge
-pahala
-better future, Insya-Allah.

2. bila jd materialistik, kita akan fikir masa depan.
bila fikir masa depan, kita akan mula merancang.
bila kita merancang, sebenarnya kita merancang utk berjaya :)
iya, betul.
kita merancang, tuhan menentukan.
tp tuhan juga suka hambaNya yang sentiasa berusaha.
tak begitu?

3. kita akan sentiasa alert dengan peluang2 yang mendatang.
bila dah bersifat mcm tu, kita akan sentiasa fikir bagaimana
nak tingkatkan hidup ini.
age doesn't matter.
u'll never be too early or too late
to start something new in your life.
make some changes.
u'll definately will go far,
as long as Allah is your guidance.

so, that's all.
byk benda nak citer ni!
tp slow2 lah ye.
hehe.
thanks for reading.
kite suke :)

gudnite peeps!

emosi wanita.

assalamualaikum.

emosi wanita ni mmg melantun-lantun.
kalah bola pingpong.
macam sy.
pagi2 tadi bangun terus menangis.
masalahnya bukan tahap leleh ye.
tapi tahap teresak-esak.
sambil nangis, sambil fikir :
weh akuh nanges ni knape?
akuh gaduh ngn dia ke mlm td? tak.
akuh ngingau ke? tak.
atau adekah akuh sedang bosan?

byk betul persoalan2 yg ada dikepala
time2 menangis tuh.
lpas nangis, tibe2 sakit perut.
berlari2 pulak ke tandas.
homaigod.
3 kali ke tandas.
sob.sob.

then, tbe2 rase happy.
mcm tadi takde ape2.
kemudian barulah tahu,
rupe2nye, sdg menstruasi.
isk.
perempuan.. kalau dah emosi.
tak boleh nak buat ape lah.
uhuk.

*muke terujaaaa.

*tbe2 bertukar serius

mcm tuh la sy.
jika sedang menstruasi.
dah bye.

remind me.

when i am mad at you,
it's not because i hate you.
it's because u're not being the one
like u always did.

when i cry,
it's not because u've hurt me.
it's because u've hurt yourself.

when i am happy,
it's not because my life is perfect.
it's because i see u've changed to someone better.

when i seems to control you,
it's not because i want to,
it's because i'm too scared to lose you
untill i can't even think
the rational thing.

remind me.
that you always love me.
remind me.
that you always think that i'm the most
cutest n childish girl.
remind me.
that i'm your future wife.

those things that u always told me.
is the thing that keeps me happy.
iloveyou.
no matter what.
and you know that ;)

(FATIN,2011)

my room-revealed!

assalamualaikum ;)

hye korang!
dah lunch?
as for me, ni lah lunch sy hari ni :

*garlic bread, guava juice n yogurt.

lepas kelas td rasa mcm takde selera.
so i asked hanna to sent me home dulu,
n dea lunch dgn her boyfie.
even yogurt tak boleh na telan dah.
jap lagi la kot baru makan.
uhu.

btw, bila dah masuk rumah baru,
haruslah bilik pun baruu!
sumpah excited siap amek gamba bilik.
tp pkai camera phone je lah.
dslr tak mampu den na beli.
sob.sob.

* haa. korang percaye tak betapa excited nye budak
tudung purple tu? ;p


bilik sy biasa2 je pun.
a bit smaller than previous room.
tp yg ini pun sudah memadai ;)

*tempat tdo.on9.study.on the phone.tulis planner.

*mannequin utk on9 shop sgt berguna ut dijadikan tempat letak beg.
dan juge tempat mix n match baju. huhu.

tempat bersolek. dan tandas.

hal berkaitan dgn guard kat sini dah selesai.
nasib baik ada pak guard yg baik.
sejuuk sikit hati ni ;)

ok lah, mahu tdo sebentar.
jap lagi ade date same my mpp fren, nadya.
can't wait!

till then, daa ;)

hanna n fatin done, now let me do it! ;p

This is seriously going to get personal, you ready?

-okay!

If you were caught cheating, would you fess up?

-mm. i'm not sure yet?

The last time you felt honestly broken?

- last month kot. an anonymous sent something bad through sms.

Are you craving something?

-i lost my appetite ;(

If you could have one thing right now what would it be?

-incik jantung hati. *wuhuu. nakalnye akuh. sob.sob.

Would you rather have ten kids, or none?

-the more the merrier! so, 10 kids please!

What do you hear right now?

- the sound of tkah's cityville game. hehe

Is your bed against more than one of your walls?

-yeap!

What’s on your mind right now?

- takde class. hari ni nak pegi kl lah. dgn housieee. eheh.

Are you there for your friends?

-i'll try to.

Last person to see you cry?

-incik jantung hati. as usual lah. huhu

What do you do when you get nervous?

- i don't talk coz usually my hands will get very cold n i will face a very very bad stomachache. so mcm mana nak cakap kan? ahah.

Be honest, do you like people in general?

-most people, yes.

How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?

- 27 maybe?

Does anyone completely understand you?

- definately! i wonder how he could understand me that much.

Do you have a reason to smile right now?

-i guess, yea. kot.

Has anyone told you they don’t ever wanna lose you?

- yes :')

Would you be happier if life had a rewind button?

- maybe. n maybe not. bersyukur dengan apa yg tlah berlaku. semua pun ada sebabnya.

Do you tell your mom or dad everything?

-most of things. but not all. ahah

Does it matter to you if your boyfriend or girlfriend smokes?

-emm. yes! i'm very sensitive to smokes..

Are you going to get hurt anytime soon by someone?

-i hope not. cukup lah.

This time last year, can you remember who you liked?

- si dia. aumm.

Do you think more about the past, present, or future?

- future!

How many hours of sleep do you get a night?

-5-6 hours. or maybe less.

Are you easy to get along with?

-not to all people, actually. coz i'm a quite shy person at first. :)

Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?

-.surely not!

What was the last drink that you put in your mouth?

- fresh orange.

What size bed do you have?

-kuantan-queen. shah alam-single.

Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in?

-before i get in. i just love the feelin' of cold water touch my face. segaaar!

Do you like the rain?

- yeah. but it really makes me feel lazy. sigh.

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?

-entah lah. uhu

Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn’t do?

-yes. roller coaster is one of them. n i've already ride it more than twice. grr.

Who were you last in the car with, besides family?

-incik jantung hati. tehee.

What’s the last movie you saw in theaters and with who?

-meet the fockers, with him. but seriously, citer tuh mcm tak sesuai je dgn sayeeeeeee.

Have you ever been hurt by someone you never thought would hurt you?

-yes.

Your parents are out of town. Would you throw a massive party?

- haha. nope. i prefer to go for facial or just hanging out wif my siblings or frens.

Do you regret a past relationship?

-i only have one r/ship. untill now. n i am not regret about it. ever. Insya-Allah.

Would you rather spend a Friday night at a concert or a crazy party?

-both is not my type.

Do you tend to fall for the same type of person over and over?

-same person over and over. grr.

Have you made a joke about somebody that made them cry?

-tak lagi. n i don't want to!

Do you care too much about your appearance?

-yes, but not too much lah kan.

Are you a jealous person?

- hate to admit it, but yeah. uh.

Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?

- nope. but someone bought me one! hee.. thank u ;)

Do you miss anyone?

-sangat.

Last person who made you cry?

- myself.

Does your ex piss you off?

- i don't have ex.

What are you doing tomorrow?

- going to class. which the lecturer is very strict. seraaaaam.

Are you the type of person who has a new boyfriend/ girlfriend every week?

- nope

Is there anyone you want to come see you?

-mua familiaaaa!

Have you ever been cheated on?

-yes.

Ever given all your heart to someone who walked away?

- nope..

Do you like cotton candy?

-depends on my mood. hehe!

Who was the last person you had a serious conversation with?

- incik jantung hati

Are you planning to get knocked up or knock someone up by age 17?

-nooOoo.

Do you have siblings?

- 2 big brothers n 1 lil' sis ;)

Have you ever fallen asleep on someone?

- yeap. dlm kete normal lah kan. aha.

How has the past week been for you?

-tiringggg!

Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?

- besides him, i don't think so.. but i do have guy frens la. aha. maybe sebab dah terbiasa dgn dia. that's y.

What’s on your mind right now?

- nak g amek tv kat kl.

What were you doing at midnight last night?

-tgk arsenal vs man city smpai tertdo. uhuk.

What is your current mood?

- moodless. seriously, i need to do something. wake up fatin!

Who was the first person you talked to today?

- tikahhh! she's been accompany me since first of day class. she stays at my room sementara dpt kolej. tp hari ni dea suda mahu balik kolej ;(

Will this week be a good one?

-i hope so. match arsenal ade tak weekend ni eh?

Anything happen to you within the past month that made you really happy?

-yes. damia, anak sdare sy slalu mahukan sy dimana2. terasa sgt bahagia. but now i'm farrr from her. :(

Who were you with last night?

-incik jantung hati. grr. nape byk sgt sy mention pasal dea ni. grr.

Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?

-yes. taknak ckp sape nanti korang dah naik meluat. haha ;p

Next time you will kiss someone?

-whenever i could see damiaaaaaaaa~!!!!!!!!!!!

Who should start the kiss, the girl or the boy?

-boy lah kot?

Do you have any plans for the weekend?

-broga hills, model for makeup class, shoot. but semua itu maybe. coz i'm not sure where i'm going to be this weekend. my couz's crib, s.a or kl.

done!

vulnerable.

assalamualaikum.

why i'm being too vulnerable nowadays?





i just want to be like myself. the old me who never even
care to be sad.

elok lah tu.

assalamualaikum..

hye2 guys! maaflah lame tak menulis.
sebenarnya banyak saje benda yang nak ditulis.
even dah tulis, tp delete balik.
sebabnye. sy pun tak tahu sebabnye.
aiseh.
sorry.. wuu.
*sambil buat muke comel yang sangat menganjing.
eh ade ke camtuh?
ok. biarkan.

sy sebenarnya masih ada menyimpan perasaan
marah-haku-tgh-hangin-nak-baling-tisu-
eh-bukan-nak-baling-kipas.
sob. sob.
maafkan diri ni sebab tak dapat tahan.
tp apalah sgt yang sy boleh buat kan.
ok2. biar sy crite ye.

kepada sesiapa yang dah tahu, sem ni sy
berpindah rumah sewa di shah alam.
masih di seksyen 7, tp tempatnye lebih elok.
(lebih elok means maknanya ada security. bukan dok kondo
mewah 5 bintang ye rakan2)
rumah sewa dulu ok, best aja.
cuma persekitaran kureng sedikit.
n byk kes curi. so, bahaya la utk kami berempat ni.
tempat baru ni not bad.
alhamdulillah.. umi abah bg sy decorate bilik
sendiri. makanya mmg ikea la kan!
sanggup pegi sorang2 tempah katil, almari,
bookshelf sume.
makan pun sorang2 kat sane.
hebat tak? hebat tak?
tp masa nak bayar tu, my bro ada la.
hehe ;p
*ok tak paham kat mane perasaan marah tuh melanda.


so bile dah start class, kami semua pun
pindah la ke rumah baru ni.
n disebabkan kami berempat masing2 bwk kereta,
kami pun nak lah apply sticker n access card.
coz kalau tak, tak boleh masuk.
ok lah, bab tuh bagus la sebab nak security kan.
then kami dpt tau only 2 cars je yg boleh dpt sticker n access card
per house.
sy agak pelik lah sebab certain apartment bg je, as long as you pay pet month/
per year.
dan juge, parking lot kat sini teramatlah banyak nye. macam sama rata je, parking
yg ade kereta dengan yg tade kereta.
so.. okay, dlm notis cakap, kene buat sticker b4 29 jan (if i'm not mistaken).
so in the meantime, boleh je la kan?

then malam semalam sy keluar.
tonton wyg bersama incik jantung hati.
balik2 tuh, sy masuk la macam biasa.
then guard tuh tahan n tak bg masuk.
i was.. okay..
n sy cerita kat dea yg owner rumah sy masuk hospital.
so baru amik petang td all the documents utk apply
sticker tuh kat hospital where kak afni kene admit.
apa yg sy geram, he doesn't even looked at me.
n being quite rude.
he even talk wif his friends.
sape tak marah kan.
so i reversed my car n park outside the apartment which
is waaaayy farrr.
dlm hati, sabar fatin. sabar.sabar.
tibe-tibe.
*tears.
aduh. nih susah ni kalau time marah je nak nangis.
buat lah time happy nangis kan.
marah bukan sebab tak dapat masuk,
tp marah sebab org berperangai rude n
boleh cakap2 dengan kawan dea lagi.
then sy call incik jantung hati,
sy terus jd emosi dan crite semua kat dea.
sy dengan dea je boleh ada perasaan nak crite semua.
then dea suruh bersabar n ambil air smayang n byk2 kan berzikir.
it helps me.
but faham lah kan, hati perempuan ni tak menentu.
sekejap ok. lepas tu tak ok balik.
malas layan perasaan mcm tu, sy tdo.

then hari ni lepas ke kelas, sy pergi la office nye.
pukul around 3:30 macam tuh.
tgk2 office tutup, kate org kat situ..
pekerja dea pergi bayar bil.
i was like.. haaa?
time keje macam ni boleh tutup office utk pergi bayar bil?
ok. sekali lagi sy cakap fine.
da pergi ke kelas.
kelas nasib baik skejap je, by 5 mcm tuh sy dah ade kat office tu balik.
smpai2, sy tgk pintu berkunci tp lampu n pekerjanya masih ada.
sy macam nak balik je. malas dah rase.
tapi my housie, fatin, pergi ketuk pintu.
due kali ok. aha.
then dea bukak.
so sy ckp la nak buat sticker.

pekerja : ouhh.. owner je yang boleh buat.
sy : dah kalau owner masuk hospital mcm mana?
pekerja : emm.. sy dah nak balik ni..
sy : sy tanya ni.. kalau owner msk hospital mcm mana? n kete sy pun kene park
kat luar. n ade due date pun utk sticker ni. mcm mana?
pekerja : emm.. awk datang esok la.. sy nak balik ni.. patutnye dah tutup ni..
sy : *nak je cakap pergi bayar bil time keje boleh pulak. nak layan customer? susah sgt.
tp sy ckp- so esok sy sniri boleh datang lah?
pekerja : boleh..


oh my.
ya Allah..
sanggup buat mcm tu kan.
rakan2 kalau nak jadi pekerja yg berjaya,
jgn contohi sikap sebegini.
betul. mungkin makan gaji.
tp awk perlu tunjukkan sikap yg baik.
supaya nanti org akan suka.
tak rugi tolong orang.
dalam HR. Bukhari dan Muslim sendiri pernah menyebut,
Rasulullah SAW bersabda :

"orang islam itu adalah saudara bagi org islam yang lainnya. kerana itu
janganlah seorang islam menganiaya saudaranya dan jangan membiarkan saudaranya
tersiksa. barangsiapa yg berusaha memenuhi hajat saudaranya, maka Allah
akan memenuhi hajatnya. Barangsiapa yg melepaskan kesusahan saudaranya sesama islam,
pasti Allah akan melepaskannya dari beberapa kesusahan di hari kiamat dan
barangsiapa yg menutup aib saudaranya, pasti Allah aan menutup aibnya pada
hari kiamat"


nite kalian ;)

p/s- awak, kalau buat blog nye page kt fb kan. org akan ckp sy mengada tak?