I didn't do much things today at work.
Wednesday, February 29, 2012
After five + baked mac n cheese recipe.
I didn't do much things today at work.
Tuesday, February 28, 2012
enlighten by people around me.
For those who already known me since ages, by right they should know that i can be very hot-tempered person. But that is like, once a year. Some of my friends asked me how i control my patience of not being mad at other people. Well firstly, you’re wrong. I’ve always get angry with some random people with random things that they do. Even if it doesn’t relate to me. Yeap, it’s bad. But i’m sure most of us did the same, kan? Ehe ;p but i don’t usually show how i felt about those people to public. For instance : saying rude words, menjerit sekuat hati dlm kete, perli depan2, etc.
Previously, what i did is take a deep breath and say, Astarafirullah.. sabar fatin. I’m gonna get through this. *tarik nafas lagi. But i’m just a normal person, so sometimes i can’t handle things that people do. So i made my decision by making my own ‘mencarut’ words. Ok it seems harsh, but for those who knows me very well, they know that it’s hard for me to use bad words. Even the word B*d*h. Instead of using inappropriate words, i use words that doesn’t relate to any things at all. For instance, “arghh.. this is so bawal!”, “ why laaa.. things just get even worse. I’m sooo butterfly.” See.. takde kene mengene langsung. But as for me, it works! Rasa mcm dah lepas semua. *even my lil sis gelak bile dgr kakaknye ‘mencarut’. Heh.
But by doing all those things, i found that i still have that ‘hurt’ inside. You know.. you kept thinking about the people and things they did, and because you still can’t forget, you tend to share the stories with your friends. N it became gossip. Which yeah, adalah tokok tambahnya.
Praise to Allah, i found ways to cope with this small stuff situations. It’s is so simple. Simply change the attitude of “why are they doing this?" to “what are they trying to teach me?. I admit, it sounds simple but to always remember and discipline ourselves to follow the new attitude is not that simple and easy. So what i did, i made this as my desktop background :

It’s a reminder for myself. My job is to try to determine what the people in my life are trying to teach me. Imagine that all the people that i meet is there to teach me something. For instance, last 2 days i went to post office and the postal clerk was moving slowly, intentionally. I was in a rush because i need to be in the office at 2pm. The old me will just sit there, waiting the postal clerk to finish her work wrapping my parcels and asked myself to be patience. But i know, at the end of the day i’m the one who will get hurt, n went to office in a bad mood. Tssk. So i asked myself, what are they trying to teach me? Maybe i need to learn about compassion. How hard it could be having a job that you don’t love and doing the same thing all day long, everyday. *sigh. So what i did, i try to smile and have a chat with her. We talked about my online shop (since she was reading the details on my parcels), things that i sell and some tudungs that is in trend right now. She smiled and had a small laughed during our conversation. And she did her work even quicker than before! I’m very happy and i guess so do her. Mission accomplished ;p
And yesterday, i went to megamall during lunch break to settle some things. I was very thankful to have a parking near the entrance. Since it is a side parking, i drove the car a bit further so that i can make S parking. N i gave the signal lah kan, nak cop tempat tu. So masa tgh drive ke depan skit, there’s one car terus masuk my future parking (mcm future ape je. Uhuks). So i thought maybe she didn’t see me (which is obvious she could see) , so sy pandang ke belakang n said using signal language that it’s my parking. She smiled and nodded smbil bg signal sorry. kinda relieved, i wait for her to move the car. But instead of moving the car, she parked the car nicely and take her handbag n quickly went into megamall. Really shocked for what happened, i quickly took a deep breath n beristighfar. Tak cukup sekali, 2-3 kali tarik nafas dalam2. Then i asked myself, what does the old Chinese lady trying to teach me? I just can’t think of any positive things at that moment, so i let myself to ease by finding other parking n settled the things that i wanna settle first. As i walked out from the entrance, i saw the car at the parking. Tetapi penuh dgn tahi burung, byk yg amat sgt nye. Frankly, i smiled. He saved me. Sy baru cuci kereta so kalau sy kat parking tu, kereta sy akan kotor balik. So what the old lady trying to teach me is that, to be tolerate. I might lose the chance, but He always has a reason for not giving the chance to me as He’s giving the best for every people. Allah’s knows best. :D
Monday, February 27, 2012
Giveaway : be happy with simplysiti!

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Friday, February 24, 2012
habis madu sepah dibuang.
Thursday, February 23, 2012
cooking and me.

Saturday, February 18, 2012
weekend with the girls.
Thursday, February 16, 2012
Truly Addiction.

The Kodak moment after 132 years.
I bet most of us who were raised in the year of 70’s until late 90’s knew Kodak’s brand. Even when i was a kid, i called the negative film as Kodak. Well, i guess u guys did the same. Don’t you? ;p Anyways, Kodak is a very well known product during its day. It’s like Google or Apple during that day. But it is a big disappointment not only for me, but to most of the Kodak’s lover since Kodak is no longer exist in the market. They can’t sustain in the market which is full of competition. As we all know, in business there will always be a competition. And competition in business will always be cruel. Mm, ok,ok. Most of it is cruel, not all.*sigh. But have you ever wondered why does this such gigantic company that was regularly rated one of the world’s five most valuable brands in the 1990’s has safely rest in peace? And why does Fujifilm, their nearest competitor can still sustain in the market eventhough their sales is estimated as average compared to Kodak?
Let us see this as a lesson to be learn. Shall we? Many of us didn’t know that Kodak was the first company that produce digital camera. They launched their first digital camera in 1975, if i am not mistaken. That was nearly 37 years ago! To be clear, they’re the one who pioneer the invention of camera digital. Technology has raised them to the highest peak, but it is also technology that brought them to the down fall. “You press the button, we do the rest,” was their slogan back in 1888. How irony if we read it now, when Kodak is no longer exist. I know.

Why oh why this happened? After reading some articles about this, there are 2 reasons that i found interesting. First, Kodak had this mentality of producing only the perfect products. I know some or most of you might not agree with this, but it’s happening guys. It’s good to produce only the finest and perfect products. But for how long does it takes for your loyal customers to wait for your new products? By the time you came out with your super innovation, it’s already too late. So how it’s going to work in this market? Simply have the mindset of make it, launch it, fix it –as told by Rosabeth Moss Kanter of Harvard Business School. It is true! Take Sony as an example. I bought a handphone from Sony, which is Satio. Frankly, it’s the worst phone i’ve ever had. Too many problems ; hang, slow, touch screen didn’t sensitive, etc. Then, after Sony produce other similar phones like that, i found they managed to cope with the problems. Belajar dari pengalaman orang kata. Ahah.
Second, is because of fear to expand to other different field. It might be high in risk, but in business u’ll always hear this, high risk = high return. If you want to be moderate, it’s fine. But if new technology and new competitor come, you have to struggle a lot more. For me, it is better to be a risk taker, before you risk your company to downfall by doing nothing. At least, you’re trying. Isn’t it? As for example, Fujifilm diversified more successfully. They had launched a line of cosmetics, called Astalift. It is sold in Asia and currently is being launched in Europe this year. Not bad for an old company huh?
I like to write more about this but i don’t know whether you found my writing is quite serious than other previous entry. Huhu.. sorry. will stop here, i need to have enough rest. Having my practical at Petronas is really challenging. To be frank, today is the first day i had my lunch at kuantan. For the past days i’m having my practical, i had to go for outstation. And there is a lot of meetings, discussion with the Dato’s, etc. Since i’m the only girl, i tried to be tough. But then, today i’ve got my fever. Haha. Kuat gile org2 laki nih bekerja sebenarnye. Respect you guys. Might be away next week for outstation. So i need to recover this fever very fasssst. Haih. But seriously, i love my work! :D
Till then, gudnite people. ZzZz.
Wednesday, February 8, 2012
Thinking of you.

Monday, February 6, 2012
letting go : preloved sales!
yes, it's preloved sales again people!
jangan risau, kualiti baju2 ini masih lagi baik since
sy hanya pakai 2-5 kali sahaja.
daripada membazir sbb tak pakai lebih baik
sy share dgn awak2 sume. kan? :)
harga dibawah TIDAK termasuk poslaju ye.
poslaju RM6 utk satu barang.
RM2 utk setiap tambahan barang ke2-3.
SERIOUS BUYER only. booking dan bank in dalam masa 2 hari.
jika berminat, hantarkan
nama penuh, kod pilihan, alamat dan nombor telefon ke :
phatynsuehannah@yahoo.co.uk
jom tgk! :D
::DRESSES::
code : flower girl
booked for faeizah
code : lady in black
booked for zakiah
code : ms red
booked for kak sue.
booked for farah