crossed my mind

assalamualaikum.

td macam nak update pasal event birthday heliza helmi
di bora ombak.
but i'm not in the mood to write that.

things that crossed my mind currently :

1. getting older each day for me doesn't mean that
i have more freedom.
but it's the responsibilities that u have to carry on your own.
to manouver your own life.
n for guys, you have to lead your future wife and kids,
Insya-Allah.

2. hidup takkan pernah mudah.
banyak betul cabaran.
cabaran dengan study, kawan2, masalah sendiri etc.
kadang2 rasa macam tak tertanggung.
tp tak pernah pulak terfikir yg orang lain punya masalah
mungkin jauh lebih besar dari kita.
betapa pentingkan diri sendiri nya kita.

3. be nice to people. whatever things that people
throw at you, DON'T EVER throw it back to them.

4. i always think people who raise their voice is rude.
i mean. very.

5. i want to make my parent proud of me. in anything and everything.
*don't know y tears kept coming. haih.

6. i do think that, workaholic guy is sexy n attracts me.
*ok tak paham takpe. huhu.

7. my appetite is very vulnerable. i eat a lot. but
when i'm not hungry. i can eat almost, nothing.

8. i'm totally happy. but i don't know if i supposed to be happy or not.
banyak nye org2 yg susah hidup mereka yg kita blh tgk kt
kedai2 makan. minta sedekah..
kalaulah sy byk duit..
*tears again..

9. i don't understand people who always ask their parent for money.
mmg lah kita masih student.
tp.. tak perlu lah agaknye berbelanja lebih2 sgt.
atau, kalau ingin berbelanja lebih.. manage yr financial wisely.
kasihan pada mak dan ayah kita yg bekerja keras utk keselesaan kita.
fokus mereka hanyalah kita.
masa depan kita.
kalau lah kita pun belajar sambil lewa..
mintak duit lagi..
hummph..
hancur nye hati mak ayah kita..
:'(
*maybe sbb tu sy slalu nanges kalau dpt marks rendah. haih..

ok tuh saja..
ni perkara2 random yg terlintas sebelum tidur..
malam kalian :)