Thinking of you.

Assalamualaikum.

i was cleaning up my room when i found this,

i've never read it. who wrote this to me?

so i opened the pink envelope n there's a cute heart card in it.

it says,

Dear fatin,

this 1 month with you was just so amazing. 4 years ago,

before i come here i've never imagined to have such an special girl in my life.

i am happy and relaxed when i am with you. i always think you

as my sister and i hope you feel the same way i do.

i will always miss you smiling, laughing and sleeping beside me eventhough the alarm

is ringing. that's us, huh?

you and your family is so part of my life.

fatin, i love you sooooo much! eventhough we are apart,

we are together forever, right?

love you & miss you all the time.

-rie-

i shed my tears right after i finished reading it.

rie back then, somehow.. is part of my life.

she's my japanese friend.

she came to my house as an exchange student

when i was in form 2.

after that we keep on contact each other untill

finally, after i finished my spm,

i went to her house in japan,

somewhere in kyoto to be exact.

i spend a month there,

knowing their culture, her

family, school, etc.

but most of all, i can spend more time with her,

face to face. cuddling each other, telling stories,

singing sheila majid songs n teach her

to recite some doa since she really loves islam :)

after i spent a month there,

she decided to follow me back to malaysia.

she's really sweet!

she stayed at my house

for almost 3 weeks

before she went back to japan since her

class is going to start at that time.

after that we still keep on contacting each other.

then one day she said she's going to go to kyrgyzstan

for 6 months.

that was the last time we ever contact each other.

i don't know what happened to her.

she didn't reply my emails n all.

n today.. i just found the letter she wrote

almost 5 years ago :'(

i miss u, rie miyauchi..