Sunday, November 21, 2010

kalau takut sentap, jangan baca.

assalamualaikum guys ;)

things aren't good here.
i mean, my condition.
to people who know..
do pray a lot ya?
i hate to let people know.
so i won't tell.
but please.
pray for me and my family.
semoga tuhan memberkati hidup anda semua ;)

mm. ini hanya luahan sy ye.
jujur sejujur jujur nya.
sy rasa sy seorang gadis yang masih hingusan.
masih cuba utk mengenali hidup yang bagi sy,
tersangat mencabar.
but for me, i can face it all by having
positive attitude towards people.
selalu beranggapan baik pada semua orang.
that is what my family taught me.
jgn sesekali pandang rendah dan fikir
bukan2 terhadap seseorang.
so.. yea.. i set that in my mind.
having good frens.. good place to study..
involve in modelling..
it's something that i'm still learning.

but i really don't understand when
there's people who give such a rude
words towards me.
i don't even know who you are.
n if i even do something wrong..
or didn't reply yr chat or anything..
pls. janganlah smpai buat anggapan yang buruk
pada seseorang.

apa yang kamu rasa bila kamu kutuk2
orang itu.
tapi sebenarnya, dia sibuk menjaga
ahli keluarganya yang sedang tenat di hospital.
ataupun, dia sendiri sebenarnya
mengidap penyakit kronik.
what will you say?!
kamu masih mahu cakap orang itu sombong lagi?
kamu masih mahu cakap dia bukan
perempuan baik kerana dia tidak
mahu chat dengan kamu?
kamu masih mahu kutuk2
perempuan itu?

don't ask me what happen
coz i won't tell.
but i know, there's
many of you guys outside that
still care about me.
my family, my love n my close friends..
i love you, more than words could describe.


siblings.
we have to be strong.
i would never want to think about future.
what we should do is
pray and hope everything is going to be okay.
Insya-Allah ;)

my love.
i guess u're the only person who knows
everything.
my situation. my problem.
i'm really sorry if i had been your burden..
u're too good to be true.
u're such a kind person..
thanks awak..
for all u've done..
for accepting my imperfections..
i love more.
each and everyday..

p/s- maaf lah kalau emosi. sob. sob. semua orang ada hak kan. ;)

35 comments:

  1. hey dear.
    be strong oke?

    small girl with a big heart :D

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  2. insyaAllah everythingz will be okay n just fine....
    lets pray together k~
    take care of urself =)

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  3. preety =)
    be strong. be strong now

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  4. whatever happens, be strong dear.
    mungkin Dia sedang uji fatin.
    dan Dia takkan bebankn hambaNya dgn sesuatu yg hambaNya tak mampu tanggung. jd byk2 bersabar okie ;)

    yg plg penting, fatin ingt yg Dia sntiasa ada dgn fatin. :) take care! ^^

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  5. jgn bersedih.ade hikmah ats semua yg berlaku.be strong dear.

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  6. si cantik, tabah okey? Haters don't really hate you. They hate themselves and take it out on you.

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  7. pretty girl! jangan sedih2x :) be strong!!!!! hehe

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  8. don't despair and never lose hope. Allah is always there by your side. Sometimes He missed us, who seldom remember and pray and put our hope/trust on Him.

    At times, He created problems (things not beyond our capabilities in fact, it's the thing that He certainly sure we can handle it)

    He just want us to always have faith on Him because everything is possible as long as we hold on to Allah.

    InsyaAllah, fatin.

    Think positive like you always did. I'll pray for u sister :)

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  9. biase la dalam dunia ni, ade yang x suke, ade yang suke. takde yang sempurna. so asalkan u know who u are, any negative comments from negative people just has to be ignored. kay? jgn difikirkan sangat. tak dpt dik kalau nak satisfy everyone. ni semua lumrah kehidupan. ying yang. okay bebeh? xoxo from me! i'm always here if u need me. :)

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  10. iqa : thanks iqa ;) sometimes btul2 terkena kot dgn 'small girl wif big heart' tu. adoi. ;)

    qurratul ain : Aminn.. hopefully!

    cik jue : i will. i will now. i am. thanks sgt2 ;)

    ika : ikaaa.. thanks ;) ya, i know if anything happen.. i have Him. selalu rindu dgn Dia nowadays ;(

    faten asmira : thanks pretty! i will ;)

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  11. ape pun yg berlaku, sabar dan diam itulah kekuatan..
    doa jd senjata dan perisai..
    Insya Allah, Dia takkan biar hambaNya..

    me myself pun sedang dalam dilema yg sgt besar..lau perasan, status fb pun asyik emo jerh..huhu..
    ape pun, yakinlah bahawa Dia tau ape yg terbaik utk kita semua..segala yg berlaku, susah senang kita, semua Dia yang atur, untuk kita belajar upgrade diri n iman..

    Che Wan Fatin Suhana, sila sabar, senyum, n byk doa k? awak kuat! *hugs*

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  12. syaheera : ouch. that's deep dear. but it does makes me feel relieved. thanks ;)

    nazira : ok awak! doakan kite ye ;)

    nael : thanks.. u're right. i should never lose hope to Him.. He knew whats best for me..

    nadia : thanks my dear. i will absolutely find u if i have anything to tell ;) btw, my doa is with u, regarding yr grandpa. hope he'll be fine.. Insya-Allah..

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  13. jangan sedih2
    memang susah nak puaskan hati semua orang kan
    yang penting kita hepy and kita taw ape yang kita buat
    take a good care dear!
    :)

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  14. ignore them
    leave them
    insyallah ur life will be happy =)))

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  15. hanan : thanks hanan.. ummph.. what's wrong dear..? r u okay..?

    syazwana : baiklah wak. kite cube ye.. Aminn ! ;)

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  16. be strong fatin..
    i'll pray for u and ur family :))

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  17. u kene kuat dear..
    abaikan ape saje kutukan org kt lua 2..
    dun be sad okay..
    i will pray 4 u.. >_<

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  18. ermmmm...
    sabar eh fatin...
    mungkin de hikmah...
    sumtimes kite perlu ignore je org2 y xsepatut nyer tuhh...
    b setrong gurl eh..
    yeah3 patin buleyh...hik3

    if life give u a limes, juz give back a smile for ur life...=)

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  19. fatin, i'm ok...i think i still can handle it, insya Allah...cuma nak kena belajar buat decision yg terbaik utk future je =.='

    and fatin lak, ade perkara lain ke yg sedang ditanggung? *selain kisah mulut pendengki ituh*

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  20. sedih pulak bila baca entry nie..jgn sedih2 kak. Tabah ye. Jangan lemah nanti orang yg x suka akak akan ketawa menang coz tgk akak lemah..

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  21. sis, jgn sedih2...tabahkan hati ok? insyaallah, ade hikmah utk apa yg terjadi kan?

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  22. farysa : thanks farysa ;)

    shatirah : thank u. thank u. thank u! ;')

    zatilaqmar : iya.. mulut org.. mana bisa kita tanggung kan?

    ain : uh.. tuh la ain.. sabar n redha dgn apa yg da ditetapkan.. thanks ain ;)

    hanan : is it.. hopefully u'll make the right decision.. same2 kite berdoa ye? ;) actually ya.. it's not about org2 yang ckp saja.. it's another thing. it's big.. but won't talk it here.. ;)

    miraAida : uh jgn la sedih wak.. awak sedih sy lagi sedih.. kite try, at least senyum ye? ;)

    syamimi fatin : u're right.. sy pun fikir mcm tu.. Allah takkan bg ujian pada hambanya tanpa sebarang sebab.. everything happens for a reasons.. ;)

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  23. be strong babe...:)together we fight.:).well..my condition pon same je worstnye.not dat i have prob or anything.but making myself stronger is harder than i tot.isyk.

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  24. hey, i care.. i just dont show it.. :P

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  25. fatin, are u ok??

    sabar ye..setiap dugaan pasti ada hikmah tersendiri=)be strong in whatever u did.=)

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  26. be strong dear. may god bless u and family. :)

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  27. Patience is the companion of wisdom.
    hey,always remember HIM.

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  28. small girl with a big heart.!hati kena kuat.
    bile risau.sedih ade orang kate kite,pikir je die bagi kite makan ke.cukuplah ade family dan orang rapat disekeliling.

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  29. ur word shows ur blog and ur feeling...
    aper nta ak merapu...hahahah...
    nyway...
    be urself...
    just the way u are...
    presetankan aper org kata..
    huhu

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  30. big gurl dun cry,k..be strong..yg pntg jd dri awk,k..nah lagu neh sy dedicated tuk awk-Big Girls Don't Cry (fergie)..chill,k..=)

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  31. be strong, ramai orang yang care pasal cik fatin =),
    don't worry, be happy ;)

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  32. harap fatin sabar dan tabah hadapi dugaan hidup ni..ingat, Allah sentiasa berada dsisi.. selain kami yg laen dsini...so, be tough young lady!!

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  33. susah nak sedapkan hati semua pihak fatin. Bersabarlah ok. Allah lebih mengetahui..

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