Assalamualaikum and hi people :)
betul lah orang kata, di setiap kekurangan atau perkara yang kita kurang suka, terselit kebaikan. frankly, last few years i don't really fancy my home area in kl. i love the house and the neighbours but not the area. maybe because some people told me it is a black area plus dengan orang negro tiba2 ada, plus emosi tak terkawal dan berimaginasi jenayah2 yang lagi pelik. jadinya, sy sentiasa tak berapa nak ambil kisah keadaan sekitar. kuar rumah, start kereta and off to work/meeting client/ etc.
my home is near to school so it is quite packed whenever the students have finished their classes. but i love to see them. suka tgk gelagat orang. ahah. anyways, that is not what i want to tell you about. last few days as i drove back home, and it is quite late at night. masa dekat simpang rumah nampak this one kid still pakai baju sekolah and naik motor ayah dia. mula2 macam nak marah kenapa ayah dia bawak slow sangat. bila makin dekat.. rasa bersalah sangat2 sebab i just noticed yang motor tu motor untuk orang cacat. and the son, really love his dad because he hugged his dad so tight that i can see his dad is smiling. mungkin korang tak rasa, tapi as a very sensitive person.. i take that as a lesson.. seorang ayah walaupun tak sempurna, dia tetap menjalankan kewajipan dia sebagai ketua keluarga dan melindungi anak2 nya. well yeah, i cried dalam kereta. lembut sangat hati i ni kan?
the next day, i was so lazy to drive my car sebab taknak mengharungi jemm. penyelesaian terbaik, naik lrt since tempat yang nak pergi dekat dgn stesen lrt. after dah settle semua kerja, sy pun balik semula using lrt. so masa dalam lrt tu, there's just me, indian lady around 40, lonely school girl, another school girl with her parent. i sat at the corner when i saw this indian lady asking several questions to the lonely chinese girl. looking at her physical, i must say she's around 8-9 years old. the indian lady is very worry about this girl since she went to school alone everyday, using lrt. and she is just a small kid. then i looked at the other school girl with her parent. eventhough her parent might not fetch her using car from school, but they do their best to accompany her. both of them is there for her, not like the other girl. i felt so sad and it turns out to be depressed. i take that as a lesson.. be grateful for what you have. other people might not have it eventhough you might think it is very basic. bersyukurlah.
another case happened yesterday. i didn't eat anything untill it was 6pm since i have lots of work and meeting people. just had my coffee and plain water during the conversation. so around 5, thanks to mueiz, he accompanied me to have my early dinner. while we had our dinner, i saw him looking several times at this one family. i don't see anything weird, in my mind maybe he misses his family or he wants his own family. haha, ok not funny. so when we already finished with the food, he drove me back home. in the car, dia keluarkan kertas parking dan bg pada saya. then he asked me to read the handwriting written at the back of the receipt. terkejut jugak lah, ni order makanan ni. apasal ada air bandung nasi lemak semua ni. i was puzzled, then i asked him why and what is this. he said the family that i saw him looking several times, both husband and wife bisu. so masa nak order makanan tu they had trouble with the sign language and they ask for a pen and paper. mungkin orang kat situ tak berapa faham, so mueiz gave them a pen and since he himself doesn't have a paper, he just gave his parking ticket to write down the order. in the car, he told me how lucky the couple are sebabnya kurangnya dosa mereka cakap perkara2 yang tak perlu. mengumpat orang, mencarut, etc. mungkin ada, tapi i bet tak sebanyak orang seperti kita.. betapa kekurangan seseorang itu sebenanya untuk menjaga dia daripada perkara2 yang tidak elok.. maka, bersyukurlah dengan apa yang kita ada dan gunakan kelebihan itu seeloknya.
in the end, i should be thankful to have a home in kl. certain people have to rent every month and deal with strangers. i need to be thankful. sometimes, surroundings could trigger you to think deeply about you, yourself. Alhamdulillah. Thank you Allah for what you gave to me. salam jumaat semua :)